Falling inlove and how to let go!

Minsan sa life natin maraming pangyayari na hindi maganda. Like pagiging heart broken. Mahirap magmove-on lalo na kung sa sandaling magksama kayo ay sobra kang napaligaya. Paano ba natin malalagpasan ang sakit na nadarama? Mahirap gawin na kalimutan mo sya pero kailangan. Life must go on sabi nga. Ako? ganon ang ginagawa ko.. Marami nako nakarelasyon at minahal pero iilan lang ang tumatak sa puso ko. Mahirap kalimutan ang true love actually kahit kailan nasa puso mo na sya. Yun nga lang hindi ka na nasasaktan sa tuwing makikita mong may kasama na syang iba. Paano ako nakakamove-on? Madali lang.. Noong nagbreak kami ng ex-bf ko,,super sakit.. Matagal bago ako nakamove-on..kasi that time hindi ko pa alam kung paano..Lagi parin akong umaasa sa kanya.. Hinihintay na sana sabihin nya sakin na mahal pa nya ako.. Yun ang mali.. Kapag alam mong hindi na tlga pwede,,tanggalin mo sa puso mo ang umasa. Pagpalagay na natin na minor problem lang ang naging dahilan ng break up nyo..kailangan na wag ka parin umasa na babalik sya.. Hintayin mong bumalik sya.. At kung hindi na talaga sya babalik..Hintayin mo na maging calm kana dun ka makipagusap sa kanya and make friends with him. Kailangan na makipagkaibigan ka saknya ulit. Pero tatandaan mong hanggang kaibigan na lang dapat kayo. Dahil ako naniniwala ako sa destiny. Kung kayo talaga ang magkakatuluyan walang magagawa ang lahat ng nasa paligid nyo. Maging best of friends kayo.. Parang starting all over again. Malay nyo dun ulit magsimula ang panibagong pag-ibig. Pero atleast hindi na masakit ang paghihiwalay nyo diba? Ngayon..ako ganon.. sa second relationship ko..at second heart broken ko..medyo madali na lang sakin ngayon ang makamove-on.. Kasi alam ko na ang dapat gawin.. Nakipagkaibigan ako ulit sa kanya.. We forgive each other.. At ngayon masaya kaming magkaibigan. Walang sakit na nadarama at walang alinlangan.. Ako..tanggap ko na kung hindi talaga sya para sakin..pero kung sakaling sya nga ang soulmate ko..well wala nako magagawa kundi tanggapin sya ulit sa puso ko.. Saya diba?



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secrets about my name!

A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
J : Jealously.
E : You are a very exciting person.
L : Love is something you deeply believe in.
L : Love is something you deeply believe in.
I : You are always smiling and making others smile.
E : You are a very exciting person.

L : Love is something you deeply believe in.
A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
Y : You cause a lot of trouble.
U : You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
G : You have excellent ways of viewing people.

iT's mE!

My baby!

A FRIEND!

It's really hard to find a true friend. I have a lots of friends,,true friends. But they are not here beside me.. They are thousand miles away from me.. So it's kinda a lil' bit hard to find a new friends in the middle of town that you are like strangers. But time is going on and i finally met a new one.. First, I'm so confident that she is nice.. But later on..when I met a guy and fell in love, I started not to talk with her. She keep reminding me to be careful to that guy. Now.. I finally proved to myself that she's true friend. And I hope I listen to her. It's really hard to find a true friends.. really! I'm so glad that even though she has different nationality..she treated me like her sister. Thank you Olenka for having my friend!

Are we meant to be?

Since I became a teenager and meet a lot of people, especially guys..I never imagine a love story like I experienced now.
As I experienced before, If I broke up with my boyfriend it easily ends. My feelings will end so quickly.. It took a days until I get over. But now..I'm asking myself.. Is the guy I can't forget will be my the one? I will tell a short story about what happen to us that maybe the same story as the others had.
Since I moved from the city I grew up to the place the I'm new and feel alone..I met this guy. He is so kind and silent. But when we get to know each other..We easily feel comfortable. Every single day we shared a lot of crazy memories. We text a lot..I sent him a lots of letters..making a scrapbook. I can say that I'm very in love to this guy. He's my inspiration. But I let our relationship ended with a painful feelings. He had an affair with another woman and It's so much hurt for me. I'm really hurt that time and made a very bad mistake. I got pregnant to other man and left alone and lonely. I missed him a lot. I had so much regrets in my life.
After what happened to me I started to fix my self and start a new life with my baby and without him.
But still he offered a friendship to me. While I'm pregnant he took care of me and until I delivered my first baby he was there to comfort me. We are the same as before. I still love him but there's one thing different..He does'nt love me anymore.
I know that It's hard to get his love back but the friendship he offered to me is very important to me.
One year later..We are thousand miles apart but still I have communication with him. We talk a lot as a friend and share a memories we had before.
I dont know If we still in love with each other. We keep hiding our feelings and never talk about it. I still remember our past. I stil have our pictures..letters.. and everything reminds him.

I dont want to hope that one day he will ask me to love him again. Because I dont want to feel the pain I experienced before. But keeping this feelings and trying to hide it..Do you think I can get over for it? i dont know how long it will take until I finally get over.
I dont know If we will see each other again. I dont want to admit to myself the truth. I'm so confused about my feelings.
This is the question that I always think about...

Are we meant to be?

Please help me to answer a lot of questions in my mind and in my heart..